I think I love you

I think I love you,

There, I said it

It scares me

I’ve tried to run away

To push you back

But you never leave

That’s why I think I love you

 

I wake up most mornings and wonder what you are doing

If you are thinking about me too

I smile when I think of the time we have spent together

And hope in my heart I get to see you again

 

You are the only one I want to be with

Ever

I was quite shocked when I figured that out too

I’m okay with giving up the power

Giving you control over my emotions

Because deep in my heart I believe that you love me too much to hurt me

The same way I think I love you

 

It’s sometimes really hard for me to say things like this

Because I feel like if I bare my all

You will walk away from what we have

Riddled by my own insecurities

Controlled by my fear of pain

 

I want to let that all go

I want you in my life

You and only you

I sometimes think about the fact that I could spend the rest of my life with you

By your side

In your life

And it makes me happy

 

The thought of us together

The image of you next to me

As I lay in your arms

Brings a warmth to my soul

You are my soul mate

The only one for me

So maybe I don’t think I love you

I know that I do

And I always will.